There was a time when going out drinking was fun for me, be it a cookout, special event or just out for the night. I can remember being out with the boys and bragging amongst ourselves who could drink more. Yes there were times when I drank too much, sometimes way too much, but it didn't seem like a problem for me. Unfortunately, a few years back it seems life threw one catastrophic event after the other at me. It felt like I was in a never ending washing machine spin cycle, with more crap being tossed in with me. Drinking no longer was enjoyable, it became a way of life, when I wasn't at work it was morning, noon and night. When I was at work I couldn't wait to get out and have my first drink. I was in a very dark place. I no longer brag about how many drinks I can put away, instead I thank God for the days of sobriety I have and live life one day at a time. 610 days sober is the number I'm thankful for today.