Now on the moment of introspection...
Actually I've done LOTS of introspection over the last couple years of upheaval as my life and vision for my future got folded, spindled, and mutilated...
Specifically it dawned on me over the 24th-25th morning that this was my first Christmas season without a child in my house Christmas Eve/Morning since 1985, and my first Christmas "Alone" in my house since my first marriage in 1983. I still struggle with being comfortable "alone" at times, but it keeps getting easier.
I'm not really "alone" I've got great friends who love me, at least my youngest and oldest still love me (the middle is a conundrum) and as much as I fretted over being "Fat, Fifty, and Dating" being my future back when my life had an IED explosion, even that has been a non-issue as there is a nice lady who like me a lot and has been sticking with me through all this crap for some time, and due to my exercise routine, I did turn 50, but did not get fat (photographic evidence provided from yesterday).
So I am looking forward to 2015 with a new job, a finalized divorce, a new lady, making new plans, having an altogether New Future... and Yes Drew, MORE SEAT TIME!
Be well all!
Here's to an AWESOME 2015! :drink:
David