Today I took (4) naps - you heard me right FOUR NAPS.
I realized my entire life I was obsessed and driven to get something done, accomplish somethings, each day. I don't know what drove me, maybe it was guilt as a man as head of the family to always perform by doing something. Maybe I didn't want my wife to think I'm lazy or letter her down. Maybe it goes back farther by being productive for my parents? Who knows.
What this Coronavirus has done was forcing me to "shelter in place". At first, I fought it, by still doing things around the house, but that soon stopped as there was nothing else to do.
Now what? Take a nap, wake up eat play with the dog take a nap, repeat again and again.
So why was I napping so much today, because there is no guilt? I am forced to do nothing and I an accommodating the Governor by sheltering in place.
My answer for everything is "I can't the Governor says I need to stay home"
I gotta tell you all something - IT FELT WONDERFUL. Stress and guilt-free. Heck, I didn't even worry about toilet paper today.
Guess what my goal is for tomorrow, yep more of the same.