You know I have a semi legitimate excuse for every trade and purchase.

Remember the good mental health vs rational thinking aspects of ones personality.
I know man has the sin nature at birth and my belief is that after one accepts Christ they then have the God nature but the sin nature is still there until death. These two "natures" battle with each other daily to dominate (Id and ego for Psychology studiers). One fights for doing right and one fights for doing bad. I have both of these. I strive daily for the "good" to become more in my life and the "bad" to shrink.
Well, this is also present in my buying persona. I hunt for the best possible deal and after finding it I either buy or move on to finding another great deal. Problem is sometimes I find an even better deal later and then have to get rid of my good deal and buy the great deal or my self centered persona says "buy it" and wins out over my logical, rational persona. I try to appease these two personalities by researching and then not buying several things I don't need each week to help justify when I do buy something. I tell myself how much I saved that week by not buying then convince myself (some times an easy task and some times hard if there's no bucks in the till) I'm actually losing money if I don't make the purchase that's screaming at me to "BUY ME".

Now you understand. I also was raised by parents that were alive through the depression but then I grew up as a teen thru early and then late 60's. Which has me going thru Pat Boone to Woodstock and CCR. A Baby Boomer thru and thru!