Here it is.
The Man In the Doorway
They came in low and hot, close to the trees and dropped their tail in a flare,rocked forward and we raced for the open doorways. This was always the worst forus, we couldn't hear anything and our backs were turned to the tree line. Thebest you could hope for was a sign on the face of the man in the doorway, leaningout waiting to help with a tug or to lay down some lead. Sometimes you couldglance quickly at his face and pick up a clue as to what was about to happen.We would pitch ourselves in headfirst and tumble against the scuffed rivetedaluminum, grab for a handhold and will that son-of-a-***** into the air. Sometimes the deck was slick with blood orworse,
sometimes something had been left in the shadows under the web seats, sometimesthey landed in a shallow river to wash them out. Sometimes they were late, sometimes...theywere parked in some other LZ with their rotors turning a lazy arc, a ghost crewstrapped in once too often, motionless, waiting for their own lift, their ownbags, once too often into the margins. The getting on and the getting off werethe worst for
us but this was all he knew, the man in the doorway, he was always standingthere in the noise, watching, urging...swinging out with his gun, grabbing theblack
plastic and heaving, leaning out and spitting, spitting the taste away, asthough it would go away...
They came in low and hot, close to the trees and dropped their tail in a flare,rocked forward and began to kick the boxes out, bouncing against the skids,piling up on each other, food and water, and bullets...a thousand poundsof C's, warm water and
rounds, 7.62mm, half a ton of life and death. And when the deck was clear, wewould pile the bags, swing them against their weight and throw them through the
doorway, his doorway, onto his deck and nod and he'd speak into that little micand they'd go nose down and lift into their last flight, their last extraction. Sometimes he'd raise a thumb or perhaps afist or sometimes just a sly, knowing smile, knowing we were staying and he wasgoing but also knowing he'd be back, he'd be back in a blink, standing in the swirlingnoise and the rotor wash, back to let us rush through his door and skid acrosshis deck and will that son-of-a-***** into the air.
They came in low and hot, close to the trees and dropped their tail in a flare,rocked forward, kicked out the boxes and slipped the litter across the deck andsometimes he'd lean down and hold the IV and brush the dirt off of a bloodlessface, or hold back the
flailing arms and the tears, a thumbs-up to the right seat and you're onlyminutes away from the white sheets and the saws and the plasma.
They came in low and hot, close to the trees and dropped their tail in aflare, rocked forward and we'd never hear that sound again without feeling our stomachsgo just a bit weightless, listen just a bit closer for the gunfire and look upfor the man in the
doorway.
Igot this poem, if you want to call it that, when in Vietnam. I don稚 know who the author is. Doesn稚 really matter. What痴 important is to hope he still is ableto hear that sound today.