a pleasant Saturday morning to all. The cooler weather is here, mid forties out now, going up to mid sixties.
Brought about five implements home in the trailer, all going to my storage locker after I've cleaned them up, ground off the rust with a portable drill and wire brush, and soaked them in wd40. This is when I find the use of a dolly invaluable. How else to move 3-500 pound implements. Need to make some just like Sodamo and others. For now, I loaded them into the trailer with the FEL, now I need some strong friends to help me get them out into storage. real finger pinchers and toe squashers.
David/MF: FG's suggestion is a good one, though we are sure all different. Get some help. I thought after seven years of dealing with my wife's cancer that there were no more tears to be shed. Wrong, of course. A little ativan works wonders for me, and I'm not embarrassed to admit it. Plus the Prozac I've been on for years, which I'm not sure did much.
I'm a guy who doesn't even like to take Tylenol, but I knew I could not do this all by myself. I'm strong, but not unbreakable, and even big strong guys need to get a little help some time. You get that from your minister, you get that from your friends, you get that from your buddies on TBN, and maybe if half a tiny pill helps, well, fine.
Neither FG or myself or most others here are comfortable giving specific advice online. But all of us want you to be happy and live a good life. And since I have been where you are, previously divorced in an amazingly painful process many years ago, I, and I bet many others here can "feel" for you. But you will get through this, and all of us want you to hold your head up and do well. And focus on the positive. Be happy for what you have, not unhappy for what you don't. As best as you can.
Ok, enough heavy talk. It's Saturday, when we all get to lounge around and drink beer, right? yeah...sure.
Up and at 'em.
peace and happiness to all.