Good morning!!!!

[creekbend]

My wife thinks I have narssisistic personality disorder (something like that). She believes I got scared and threatened by outside circumstances and I've committed the "death of a thousand cuts". I've basically been mean, and critical, and crushed their spirits. I've sucked all the fun outta the room. She calls it verbal & emotional abuse due to traits I developed in order to survive my own very physically abusive childhood

No cheating, no beating, no gambling, etc. My income cratered 4 days after buying our 3rd house (the ranch we live on) and for the next 11 months I made almost nothing, then I found a crummy job for 14 months at like 60% of my usual pay,and now I've got a better job since Sept. 12, but even here the commissions are 55% of my pay, and they are not rolling yet due to economic issues etc. These things, plus crashing my harley, my baby brother's suicide, all contributed, but basically she thinks I've become an ogre.

I seem to recall a Duval movie, where he was a hardazzed Marine pilot who ruled his family with an iron fist (worse than me). "The Great Santini" I think it is called... I need to see if I can find it. He fixes things by staying in his plane when it crashes... Not an option for me...

That is as best as I can understand it right now.

Stinks to be me.

David

Keep strong. Don't give up.

 

[RoyJackson]

2013-03-31, 0700

Happy Easter all!!

18 degrees right now and a high of 55 predicted. There will be rain later today and tonight...I expect that will wash away the majority of the remaining snow.

 

[Thomas]

27F clear sky w/wet low system arriving late evening,should be good snow melting day and tomorrow..enjoy the day all.

 

[djp1218]

David Im rooting for you Happy Easter

 

[txdon]

Good Easter Morning! 68 -78 today and cloudy. Visiting my parents today and taking them a veggie meal.

 

[sam5570]

Happy easter everyone 45 degrees and raining. they have canceled our snow chances for the comming week so thats a good thing. David keep the hope and faith and everyone have a great easter Sunday.

 

[Buppies]

Happy Easter 46 and rain all day today. Got chores done yesterday as best I could.

 

[jinman]

Happy Easter everyone. We're gonna spend the day with my wife's mom and dad, so it will be a relaxing fun-filled day.

 

[toppop52]

The Tomb is Empty.
Jesus is Risen!

Thanks be to God.
Happy Easter.

David

That was worth saying twice! Happy Easter all!

 

[deerseeker001]

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL,its over cast this morning and 32 with a chance of flurries and rain showers.we will have a high of 38 today.