Welcome. I'm fairly new here myself and can certainly sympathize with needing HELP. I'm a retired city-boy and all of this is new to me.
I've quickly learned that a man just can't have too many farm toys! In the last year, I've picked up a new Kioti DK50 HST with loader, pallet forks, a really cool brush grapple, a 4wd UTV, built a new barn to store it all and still need a boxblade and a rotary mower - lol.